Whats been on my mind

SO here is my heart and where it is at lately. God has put Jimmi and I in Memphis for a reason i don't know that reason yet but we are here. Jimmi and i have been trying to get pregnant for a year now with no success and frankly i haven't even had a "real" period in months prob since July I am scared and nervous about what this means?? I tried taking a O test everyday and it was never positive. So something is going on. I need to go to the ob/gyn and find out but its just so wierd that this is happening there is a hole in our family like someone is missing, Jimmi and i both feel this way. I mean it has been fun trying to get pregnant LOL but something is off. I am going to Mi for a month so i might make an appointment with my doctor there. anyway that is my tangent.