SUNDAY

So today was nuts.. we have been in search of a couch and Pastor Bobby came up to us and was like if you want a couch, love seat, end tables, and coffee table they are yours.. WHAT wow ok so we did that today saw some good friends at church. Izzy is sick AGAIN I have 7 days to get packed a ready to go but i kno I will wait for the last minute and you know what makes me mad..... i am going to be chraged 25 per bag i check in on NWA they like to get your money that is nuts. I know i have been complaining alot lately and I should be BLESSED that i am the princess to the King most High. I AM BLESSED!!

Whats been on my mind

SO here is my heart and where it is at lately. God has put Jimmi and I in Memphis for a reason i don't know that reason yet but we are here. Jimmi and i have been trying to get pregnant for a year now with no success and frankly i haven't even had a "real" period in months prob since July I am scared and nervous about what this means?? I tried taking a O test everyday and it was never positive. So something is going on. I need to go to the ob/gyn and find out but its just so wierd that this is happening there is a hole in our family like someone is missing, Jimmi and i both feel this way. I mean it has been fun trying to get pregnant LOL but something is off. I am going to Mi for a month so i might make an appointment with my doctor there. anyway that is my tangent.

New start

So I decided to write a blog.. I feel like through this I will be able to convey my heart and get out my frustration since i don't have that many people to talk to.. So ill write it out. That being said Today was a normal day in the sense that i woke up brought Jimmi to work came home got ready and took Izzy to school then came home and caught up on Biggest loser ( i was suppose to be cleaning and working out) i am bad at that. then went to lunch with Jimmi and came home cleaned a Lil went to get Izzy came home started dinner and here i am typing in a few i pick up jimmi and then we will eat and after that i can only imagine what will happen.

Lately I have been doing devotions every night (which is AWESOME) last night i read about being blessed and asking God to be blessed and looking for blessing IN EVERYTHING.. i was thinking to myself this trouble i have been going through getting pregnant ( a blog for a different day) is that a blessing?? So today i choose to THANK GOD for being unpregnant and for the troubles i have been having. I have a hard time seeing the big picture right now. But what a difference my day has been thanking God for the blessings and finding them!!


Izzy is doing Great she is potty trained and she has had two accidents in a week one at night and one today after school. She is VERy spirited and acts like she is 16 and not 2. Its a challege she constantly keeps me moving. She was excited for the snow yesterday and loved watching it out the window. We will be going to MI in 11 days by airplane yikes i hope she does well we fly into orlando and then up to detroit. (why fe fly down to go up is beyond me) My bro will be home for Iraq and i am excited to see him. anyway thats all for now more tomorrow